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4月13日 yesturday! yesturday started out as a well shit day! i had to go and choose my baby girls reaf wich broke my heart its embaressing to cry in public . pinky had to take over at points but destiny got a beautiful angel reaf in pink and white i think she would like that. from there florist we went for a couple of drinks in the pub to calm me down,and when we was leaving we bumped into the nasty scumbag who keeps bad mouthing me and my baby,that was about as much as i could take i flipped it,if pinky had'nt of been there with damien i think i would have killed him, i want to calm down and im keeping up with meds,and thats the first time i had a drink in ages but some one as heartless as that just windes me up,he had the front to say to me dont say stuff to my partner when she has got the baby with her, i think thats what made me flip, he did'nt consider my baby while he was slagging her off but he expects me to consider his.cheeky fucking cunt.well all i can say is ive never been two faced and i aint gonna start now. if i have something to say about someone i say it to there face not behind there back,.well i know i must be getting stronger and better because i never fell completely to peices and got totally wasted like i normally would have once ive grieved properly and the funeral is over i think im going to be ok,either these meds are really working or this heartache as made me stronger!but here's a few thank you's to those who where there supporting me threw what ive got to say was the most heart rendering and mental breakdown time i have ever had! thanks to pinky for being there for me yesturday!and a foward thank you to pinky for going to be with me tuesday,the funeral. thanks to stacey for being brilliant these past couple of weeks,lil ki who has tried so hard to keep me smiling,all my family who paid for everything to make sure destiny gets the send off she deserves,and charlotte my lil bulldog.thanks pinky for always been there when i need ya!i love you all.xxx 引用通告此日志的引用通告 URL 是： http://strawberryfunforever.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!CCCAB66550D46920!530.trak 引用此项的网络日志
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